Recent holidays

I had a really hard month in March. Mother's Day was in April and I so desperately wanted to be pregnant so that on Mother's Day I would tell my Mom. In my head that was just the perfect way to tell her. I know how much she wants grandchildren and now people are staring to ask her when she is going to have them. I didn't think it was possible, but I feel even more stress now. There is this pressure to achieve my goals because others are invested in it too.

So March can and went without a positive and brought with it the hardest month emotionally. I really had a small breakdown.

I had the same feelings about Father's Day and but again it will not be possible.