Monday, March 14, 2011

What if

Do you ever wonder - what if....

What if the surgery did not work?
What if he needs another one?
What if its time to see an RE?
Will we have the money for that?
Can we prepare ourselves to not focus on saving money but spending it on tests and procedures?
What if we do and it doesn't work?

What if our only option is adoption?
Will we even be eligible?
Will we have to move and have a better house?
Will we have to make more money?
What if we just get denied?

What if this never happens for us?
Will I be able to see others with children and not feel depressed?
Will I really be OK with a life that does not include children?
Would it affect my attitude on life?
Would it affect our marriage?
Will the world just stop?
Will there be joy in things?

What do you do when your one dream in life seems unreachable?


  1. The what ifs get to me all the time. I just try and push them away as often as I can. I try and take it a day at a time and just keep believeing in our dream.

  2. I can so relate to that list!! I have those thoughts too. Totally normal, but it sucks. Hugs.

  3. I hate those thoughts, but I think them ALL THE TIME!!

  4. The what-ifs run through my mind all the time too... I guess we just have to keep hope that every dream is possible, one way or another :) xoxo

  5. Those darn 'what ifs' never go away! Thinking "when" thoughts is always a work in progress.

  6. Hun I know those thoughts exactly...what I try to do is push them away as fast as possible as the 'what ifs' arent' worth entertaining until they become a bridge you need to cross.

    KiaKaha my girl :)