Waiting....

Well its cycle day 29/30 and so far no signs of AF. My boobies have been tender for at least three or four days now. I’m trying not to get too hopeful but I really, really want it this month. I feel good about things and have being trying to relax.

My Mom’s birthday is next week and would just love to tell her she’ll be a grandma soon. I know it’s not good for me to set these little deadlines and have this kind of thinking but I just can’t help it sometimes.

Since my cycles have been running long I’m not actually late but I’m considering testing in the morning. I’ve been trying to hold out to Friday but this week is going by too slow. I don’t know if I’ll make it.